13 days

So here I am, another blog entry.

Things with Shino are still great and I couldn't be happier. Well actually I could.. if only she was here. But I am thankful for what I already have. I'll be able to see her again in another 13 days. I can't wait! :)

I have plans for the future. Wait, let me rephrase. WE have plans for the future and so far everything is falling into place nicely. God, I sound like I'm going to take over the world or something. But no, nobody knows what the future may bring but I am glad that things are working out. I would stress that long distance relationship is very taxing and requires a lot of patience and discipline both mentally and physically. I am proud of myself for being able to hang in there but I have her to thank for that. She gives me strength. Heck, who knows if she's by my side I could probably take over the world! haha..

A few weeks back I got into a brawl at a club. Totally uncalled for but in some ways I guess it couldn't be avoided. Important lessons learnt there though, sometimes it's not good to be a peacemaker. Unfortunately, people who try to keep the peace are often mistaken for busy bodies who can't mind their own business. Which am I? Heh, I couldn't care less about other people's business but when some are your friends, you can't really sit back and do nothing. Either way, all's well that ends well. I walked away with a few scractches but that's about it.

Yesterday I mentioned to Shino that humans are such fragile creatures. Everything breaks so easilly. She laughed at me... and then told me I'm getting old. Heh.. I guess she's right. I think back and look at my past, the things I've done, how impatient I have been. All sorts of bullshit that I've gotten myself into. There are no regrets save one. In general though, I am happy for what I've been through. The experiences of the past has made me the man I am today.. hopefully that's a good thing eh.. :) It's funny though. Sometimes I wonder what my dad's life was like. Was it at all similar to mine? He's a great person now and I wonder if I am on the right track. From there, I wonder if my son will ask me one day what my life was like. What do I say then? The shit that I've been through aren't exactly role-model material for children haha.

Either way, I am glad that things turn out well and things will only get better from here. I'm sure of it. I'm glad that I'm confident about myself but also not over-confident. C'est la vie.